Bargaining.

The stages of grief: Denial, Anger, Bargaining, Depression, and Acceptance.

I'm not sure which one I am in. I would guess on the verge of depression, because for the last few weeks, I have wanted to blog about what we are going through, but in the back of my head I keep thinking that if I don't blog about it, then her vision won't get worse: Bargaining...Then again that may be denial.
I took my little girl to get contact lenses yesterday and got a wake-up call. Now her best corrected vision is 20/50...so it is getting worse. Not what I wanted to hear, but my little girl is ecstatic about having contacts. She can't wait to go to school! I wish I could have her positive outlook, because I have been in such a funk since hearing that 20/50. That may not sound like much, but it is getting worse and we still have no answers.
Hopefully we will hear from her Neuro-Opthamologist next week. We are waiting for a Retinal fluorescein angiogram to be scheduled and genetics testing. Meanwhile, we wait.